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*Morning came quickly, much too quickly... I slept for a while, perhaps out of sheer exhaustion, before dressing myself and attempting to make myself look presentable... My movement wakes you, and looking out the window and seeing that it's morning, you decide it's wisest to prepare yourself as well, rather than scrambling to put your clothes on later... The rest of the drive passes quietly after you drift back off to sleep, looking as though you hadn't moved from the spot you started in last evening... The carriage slows to a halt... I allow you to leave first (or was it... you left me behind?)... Your friend, having come out the door to welcome you, casually greets you with a rough, almost brotherlike, embrace... Your wife follows and your companion receives her with all the graces...
little_english_girl_trinity (8/19/2006 12:18:15 AM): and affectations that are expected... House servants come to help Abigail and I with the baggage... When she sees me, she looks a bit shocked... almost taken aback... apparently, I look worse than I thought... She comments on my tired appearance... I dodge her question mentioning something about the storm last night and how it kept me up... She seems to accept it for the time... After several days go by without your attention, I start to become more myself again... not quite as quiet and reclusive... Abigail comments on how she's glad I appear better... and then she inquires again.. if I was absolutely certain it was the storm that kept me up... I remain silent for a while... until everything spills out, eventually ending in tears... She swears by her honor that she'll do something...
dengar_roleplay (8/19/2006 12:21:24 AM): (still going? 3 poster? :P)
little_english_girl_trinity (8/19/2006 12:28:26 AM): to change it... or at least attempt to... she even offers to tell you wife, which I object to for the time being, fearing the confrontation that would evenutally come... We agree that I let her know where I am going at all times... in the meantime, she will try dropping subtle hints or making suggestions to enter whichever room i happen to be going to... It's afternoon when you call upon me... bringing tea as usual to your 'study' of sorts... I give a bit of nod to Abigail before I head off... praying that she can somehow find and convince your wife to go to the study as well... My hands shake as I knock on the door... for all I know, you may send me away without another glance... I give a quick prayer that everything goes according to plan... I hold my breath as I wait for your response
dengar_roleplay (8/19/2006 12:35:07 AM): *i hear the light knock... grunting something that could either be a "come in" or "go away"...not even looking up... since my arrivial, other than a pleasant dinner with our gracious host, it has been non-stop work. my host had provided me with a number of ledgers to go over and examine, long exhaustive lists of products and merchandise to trade... three days of this... 12... 14 hours a day, starting after our generous breakfast, and ending well past dusk, finishing up when the flicker of the fire and lanterns were just too much on my eyes... each day in the tall leather chair seemed longer than the previous one. my wife, after the second day, gave up trying to get me out to see the town - i've been here before, she hadn't... i had no interest in sightseeing. other than in the evenings
dengar_roleplay (8/19/2006 12:37:30 AM): at bed, i haven't seen her - she had went off with my friend's wife in lieu of my company... i push my chair up, blinking a few times, to see who is knocking... my tired eyes focusing on the light from the hallway outside as you crack the door... the room was dark as the afternoon wanes... the curtains closed, to hide distractions from outside... i blink, seeing you, giving an impatient wave to bring the tea to me... then tap my desk... ushering you to set it down where i pointed*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/19/2006 12:45:56 AM): *I hardly look at you longer than it takes me to see your gesture... you were always very curt when it came to ordering me with menial tasks... In truth, I had never fully recovered from our last encounter and though finding a confidant had allowed such a catharsis of emotion... being in your presence still unsettled me... and that was very obvious... At the same time, however, I wanted to appear this way, believing that your wife should be in tow in the not-so-distant future... I set the tray down more loudly than I had expected... the delicate porcelain makes tinkling noises as the tea set rattles with the impact... I tuck a hair behind my ear... shaking my head at myself, at my nervousness... I could hardly believe I wanted you to make an advance... I must be out of my mind...*
dengar_roleplay (8/19/2006 12:50:17 AM): *i look up when i hear the clatter... eyebrow arching... i hadn't dealt with you directly since i left that carriage that morning... the few times we've interacted the other girl, our host, or my wife was present - yesterday, abigail had brought me my afternoon tea... the day before, it was one of our host's servant girls... i tilt back in my chair, my voice low... as i look you down, and up...* i'm sure that our generous host would prefer that you take care with his finery, my dear... do try to remember that you are a reflection on me when we're guests in his home, hmmm? *annoyance creeps into my voice... but even then, my eye wanders, as it always does... looking down at you... slowly, back up*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/19/2006 12:56:18 AM): *I nod... looking at the floor.. feeling the your eyes burn holes in my skin... I nod, one of my hands rubbing the back of my neck as I move to exit.. I had heard the manner in which you addressed me... recognised that fashion... Even now, as my feet carry me closer to the door... I'm unsure of wanting this... after all.. how could anyone ever want this? I would have to let it go fairly well along to make sure you couldn't explain it away... I pray silently that your wife's been found... that she'll be on her way... my brain practically throbs from my intense concentration on the thought... *
dengar_roleplay (8/19/2006 1:00:38 AM): *i watch you turn and pad away... clearing my throat... i reach for the tea, giving a sip... looking up before you leave... a hint of curiosity piqueing to my voice...* my wife... i have not heard her all day, she is out in town again, no? *sips again... setting it down on the tray that you brought it in on... i eye your bottom, recalling my last view of it, as you were bent over in front of me in the carriage... my grin crooked and lopsided at the recollection... i glance up, curious to your answer... after all, its been a number of long days... and i do have needs*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/19/2006 1:07:36 AM): *Your speech breaks into my thoughts... not registering at first... and then, quite suddenly blaring in the forefront... I pause for a moment... 'out in town'... no.. that wasn't possible.. I hadn't seen her leave.... but then.. the more I think about it, the more I realise I've not seen her all day either... My pause is barely noticeable to you as these thoughts flash rather quickly in my mind... I needed to get out of the room... I don't respond.. the only indication that your question has sunk in is my slight pause.. a hurried hand reaches for the door... heart pounding as I begin to swing it open further... thinking that I might actually avoid an encounter with you for once in our brief history... *
dengar_roleplay (8/19/2006 1:10:46 AM): *i smile at the answer... standing to stretch... pushing the chair back as i do so...* then she'll be gone for a while... *makes a face... grumbling* since she enjoys spending whatever it is i manage to eke out of these trips... *i shake my head at the annoyance... then give you a wave... beckoning you to join me... the smile returning to my face... the one you've seen countless times... most recently when the two of us were in the close quarters of the carriage*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/19/2006 1:16:39 AM): *I stop my progress as though at the end of a leash... paused at the door, one hand on the door frame, the other on the door handle... I hang my head, sighing rather loudly, my shoulders drop with my head... already I appear tired... No.. I could not let this happen again... not at my expense.. with what seemed like zero chance of the plan going through... I lift my head again, opening the door as if I intend to leave... My legs feel like lead and the seconds drag by like years...*
dengar_roleplay (8/19/2006 1:21:43 AM): *i slowly cross my arms as your small frame is sillhouetted by the open door... slowly, i say your name... as i watch your behaviour, it is odder than usual, but the significance is totally missed by me. your total reluctance to my advances is expected - and part of the reason i enjoy them so much... * while elizabeth is away, why don't you come here - i'm sure at this time of the day any chores that you have done are finished... you have time for me. *the last is a statement, not a question*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/19/2006 1:30:23 AM): *I finally look back at you, seeing your expression, the crossed arms... if they were an indication of your disappointment in my actions, I certainly didn't want to upset you further... I look back, out the door, the urge to scream repressed as I slip my hand from the door frame and slowly shut down.. taking care to leave it just so the latch was flush with door frame... in the slightlest chance your wife... anyone, for that matter, might hear something... My steps back to you are slow, methodic.. I writhe my hands, constantly fiddling with the fingernails to keep them busy... my eyes desultory in movement.. taking in the floor, then the desk, the the curtains, but never your eyes... I curse myself for not walking out that door*
dengar_roleplay (8/19/2006 1:33:50 AM): *mmmmms in pleasure, the thoughts in my head keeping me from noticing the way in which you closed the door... already i'm stepping towards you, to meet you... hands reaching out to your shoulders, giving a nice slow squeeze... acknowledging the fact that you've accepted what i want from you, by giving a bit of quiet praise "good girl"... slowly i step around, turning you with me... pushing you back a step, towards the desk, by your shoulders...*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/19/2006 1:44:45 AM): *It obvious that my absence has made you perhaps a little eager...Maybe, I think to myself, maybe your wife will return far earlier than expected.. I let out a sort of gasp of shock as I feel the desk at my back.. already... it came more quickly than I had expected... surely.. there was something I could do to stir some attention... for the moment, I think of nothing.. nothing at least, that wouldn't be so blatantly obvious.. I brace my palms on the curve of the desk, thinking that I might be able to push back if things really go out of hand... I merely look down between us... your broad chest like a great wall in my peripheral vision as I gaze at the door.. a movement that was hardly out of the ordinary. My worry increases as I hear no one coming. already, my body shows signs of panic*
dengar_roleplay (8/19/2006 1:49:28 AM): *slow kneads... already, my mind is off of the taxing number-crunching i was working on the past few days... and on to... more pleasant matters... running my hands down your chest, feeling its rise and fall, as you hold yourself so taut... teetering on the verge of pure panic... i smile... able to enjoy the closeness that much more, something about it, your reaction to my unwanted touches makes my desires rise... my large hands feel... pawing roughly through your dress... mmming at the warmth i feel radiating through the thin material... shaping my hands against your curves... feeling them rise with each hastened breath, into my cradling palms...*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/19/2006 1:57:17 AM): *I briefly look back at you, your facial expression... then at the door again... no one was coming... there wasn't a breath of sound on the other side of the door... this had to stop.. now.. it simply couldn't go any further... no.. not again... Slowly but surely, my hands slide up to stop your caress .. if one could call it that... I step to the side, sliding along the edge of the desk... hoping that I might break for it... by now my senses are screaming at me to leave... to exit as soon as I possibly can before I have to endure another ordeal... my face feels warm as I openly disobey your wishes... my whole body feels like it's not my own, moving by someone else's wishes... *
dengar_roleplay (8/19/2006 2:01:14 AM): *i see the glance, thinking nothing strange about it at all... but the sudden change... the total unwillingness... even alone, in the carriage you were'nt so adamant about deflecting my "affections". you accepted them, blankly even, but accepted them nonetheless. i shake my head, as if answering some unasked question - telling you no before you even find the words to excuse yourself... speaking a lower growl...* come here... *my hands falling away as you push them aside... slipping down, to hook, resting on your waist... leaning in, reaching to slide you back - trying to anyway*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/19/2006 2:09:58 AM): *It doesn't take much to pull me back... our bodies even closer now than before... My eyes fall to yours as I deliver a firm, 'Stop.'... I hadn't even bothered to say please... hadn't sobbed it out... but I had commanded it... I was certain that I wasn't going to let this happen again... my hands move to my hips to coax your grip from my waist... I hardly know what I'm doing... by body moves seemingly by some puppeteer's strings... I hadn't had the courage to really resist you in ages... my breathing is intense, scared.. the fear certainly hasn't left... but neither has the instinct that spurs my rebellion on..*
dengar_roleplay (8/19/2006 2:14:37 AM): *my hand stills at your protest... feeling your smaller hand over mine... trying to peel my forward touch away from the curves of your body... and i cock my head to the side... unsure of what i've just heard... i actually still my hands, letting you push them down and aside... as i consider... my eyes narrowing... slowly speaking, as i shake my head from side to side...* i finally thought that we came to an understanding... the two of us dear...
little_english_girl_trinity (8/19/2006 2:21:44 AM): *Although you've released me, the distance between our bodies has hardly opened up, leaving me little to manage with... My eyes flash to the door, perhaps not so much out of wishing someone to discover us, just wishing to exit through it... My eyes still remain focused on it as I retort back, the volume of my voice still fairly confident, the tone just as assertive...* Then... you were mistaken...*After the pause in struggle from my surprise that you had actually given way, I resume, striving to step to the side... as I certainly couldn't move backwards or forwards... my breathing increases from my efforts.. my heart pounding maliciously against my rib cage..*
dengar_roleplay (8/19/2006 2:26:26 AM): *you brush past me... my jaw setting... after flopping open at the shock - i haven't seen you like this in months... many months... my large hand darts out, around your arm, just above your elbow, pulling you back as you dismiss me.* perhaps i was... girl... however, i don't intend to be in the future, do you understand me? *i give a shake... anger setting in... this... this i can't have, i tell myself... i'm used to getting what i want, when i want it*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/19/2006 2:34:09 AM): *the shake roots me in place... the slight bump in the back against the desk would have been enough to stop anyone in their tracks... your grip was hard.. harder than you've used in a long time.. I don't reply to your question.. I merely stand, avoiding your eyes... my arms slowly crossing about my waist... not in an angry manner, but a protective one... I focus just past your right shoulder... on the design of the close curtain... the very same that kept the room so dark in the afternoon light... by now my breathing patterns have turn to anxiousness... as though pleading for this to be over...*
dengar_roleplay (8/19/2006 2:39:48 AM): *i set my jaw... the lack of even an answer making me less and less pleased, as you don't even acknowledge me... in my world, its always been me in the center of it, and from anyone who knows me - that's obvious... and your total lack of even looking at me or answering me brings out my temper... i pull you towards me by the arm... my other hand coming up to your other shoulder... pressing... biting down into it with my fingertips... glaring down as i see you cross your arms as best as you can around you...i shake my head... not caring... fine, cover yourself up, i think to myself... another press... urging you down between me and the desk*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/19/2006 2:46:51 AM): *I cry out rather loudly as I feel the fingers dig into my skin, and even the muscle... a hard grip that makes me slump to the floor to relieve myself from the pain you cause... my breaths come in shattered, breaking notes as I struggle to overcome the push and pain...my shoulder naturally slopes to accomodate your forceful grip... a grip so intense it's nearly brought me to tears.. I can feel them welling at the corners of my eyes.. my knees most probably bruised from their unexpected contact with the hard marble floor...*

dengar_roleplay (8/10/2006 10:20:14 PM): *the creaky carriage shakes on its supports, while the constant clip-clop of horse's hooves slosh through the mud... the clear dusk turned into a rather damp and sloppy evening... slowing our progress through the dark valley... at times the wind drives sheets of rain against the side of the carriage, rocking it... but more often than not, its a constant pitter-patter... a little rumble of distant thunder and the occasional flash add to the constant cacocpheny outside... and its one that's closer that actually rouses me from my sleep... i'm foggy... but after just a few moments it all comes back to me... the trip... the travel... the company... i turn towards my wife's usual spot beside me... a crooked grin crossing my face... your slighter form is in her place...*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/10/2006 10:31:01 PM): *I hadn't really slept since you drifted off... if I had slept at all, it was a very light sleep. Even though you slept, I was too afraid to move for fear of waking you... If you slept through the night, I would be in good shape. As soon as I heard the thunder rolling in, I was struck with a distinct fear that you might wake. Not so long ago, I enjoyed the sound of thunder, the pitter-patter of raindrops. The sounds were soothing. And now, instead of calm, I felt anxiety. Amazing, how things one used to love so become so profaned. After that particularly loud clash, I hear you shift. Even behind my closed, yet unsleeping eyes, I can see your grin. I can almost sense your pleasure at finding me here in the night. I try to keep my breathing measured, so that I might pass for....
little_english_girl_trinity (8/10/2006 10:31:30 PM): sleeping... praying that you'll nod off again...*
dengar_roleplay (8/10/2006 10:37:30 PM): *i stretch my legs out... i hadn't re-dressed since our encounter earlier in the evening... a thick blanket wrapped around me as i lean against the side of rocking carriage... turning my eyes from you i lift one of the curtains back... too cloudy to see where the moon is... not knowing how long i had been out... i tuck the curtain back, to let a little more of the dreary night into the dim coach... casting a hazy glow on you as you rest beside me... its the first time i can recall when i've seen you like that... peaceful, not resisting... i admire your fair features... then look down to see how you've covered yourself after i forced you into riding me... *
little_english_girl_trinity (8/10/2006 10:46:42 PM): *I imagine your movements as my eyes remain closed.. my ears becoming my eyes... hearing you pull the curtain aside, then back again... I keep repeating the same sentence in my head, "Please go back to bed. Please, dear God, go back to bed..." When I hear you pause, that sentiment becomes more insistent... then, for a time, I wonder if you've gone to bed and I just missed some cue. It isn't long, however, until I feel your eyes burning holes with their gaze. I can't help clenching my dress just a bit tighter. I had sliently picked it up as you dozed, but I had never put it back on for fear of waking you. I had a blanket in the satchel on the opposite seat, but that remained bundled there... Surely, reaching to get it would have roused you... I try to calm myself to make my feigned...

little_english_girl_trinity (8/10/2006 10:48:00 PM): sleep more believeable, trying to calm my tensed muscles... yet the panic grows with the intensity of my efforts to calm myself*
dengar_roleplay (8/10/2006 10:52:54 PM): *the shapely dress, when used as a makeshift blanket, barely covers you... seeing the way you have it strategically draped, giving hints of your pale upper thighs... the sides of your breasts... held on snugly within your small closed fists... tightly clenched fists... my eyebrow arches... curious... smiling broader as i reach over, and brush a stray hair from your "sleeping" face... then drag my rough fingertip from your temple... down your fair jawline... watching your reaction... not at all buying that you're sleeping... nobody holds anything that tightly while their body is relaxing...*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/10/2006 10:58:56 PM): *I can hear, even feel, you draw nearer... I flinch slightly as I feel you brush the hair away... It feels almost as though your face looms but inches away from mine... as I feel your fingertip slide down my jawline ever so slowly as though admiring ever millimeter of skin there, I try to keep my face unmoving, though apprehension obviously riddles my features... My increased breathing now makes my feign absolutely impossible...*
dengar_roleplay (8/10/2006 11:03:16 PM): *i let out a low sound... very low... but one you've heard before... a sigh of pleasure, one bridled with want... yes... i do intend to take full advantage of this time away from my wife... i lick my lips slowly, and let my touch explore... down under your jawline... its not often i've had the chance to admire your young tight body - our encounters often rushed and in quarters where it doesn't allow... slowly i scoop, under your chin... to tilt it up just a bit... my thumb brushing just below your bottom lip... low, my voice cracks... commenting...* you should have gotten rest... its been a long, tiring trip, hmmm?
little_english_girl_trinity (8/10/2006 11:09:46 PM): *It's then, with the tilt, that my eyes finally open. I am tired... there's no denying it... the trip was tiring, especially this last leg of it... The angle of my chin forces me to focus my tired eyes on yours, which are somehow lively... if I felt as awake as you, I might have responded to your comments, but now I feel too tired to move my lips... My mind and heart, however, are alive, churning and beating and throbbing with tenseness and fear, yet there was still hope.. My hands still clutch my makeshift blanket... perhaps you would lose interest if I kept myself covered...*
dengar_roleplay (8/10/2006 11:13:48 PM): *i see that look... your tired eyes fixing on mine... no response to my question... not caring, it was rhetorical in nature, and even if it wasn't, you often tend to ignore them while i'm eyeing you in such a fashion... continuing to cradle your head... my thumb slips, to brush your lower lip, warm and soft... slightly moist... dragging it idly, back and forth... back and forth, across their fullness, feeling them pursed as you silently watch me, seemingly questioning my intentions with your tired eyes... my other hand rubs at the bit of my chest that's exposed from the blanket bunched around my naked body... lightly scratching the thick dark hair... lower, as i watch your responses... its not often i've seen you like this - usually firey - full of fight, or at least of protests... passive
dengar_roleplay (8/10/2006 11:13:57 PM): to my exploring intimate touch*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/10/2006 11:20:57 PM): *It's only when you start to play with my lower lip that I give a slight shake of my head, almost in sync with your general push... hardly a protest... I watch you intently, my tired eyes warily following your other hand, growing a bit wider as its course winds a bit lower... It was the middle of the night... honestly... you couldn't already... and then I remember that sound of want, of desire... I close my eyes, my brow contorted with the pain of thought that you actually wanted my attentions now... My breath comes faster... my heart beat seemingly echoing in the silent cabin... If I was not so concerned about covering myself, I might try to express myself more completely... the night just got longer..*
dengar_roleplay (8/10/2006 11:25:08 PM): *my hand continues to rub my broad chest... idly, as i let my thumb's pad just barely slip between your lips... the simple carress, helped by the slight shake of protest... making a very slow sound, a low grumble... i adjust my hand, cradling your jaw, my other four fingers curling against your warm slender neck as i thumb more... moving easily, steadly... slight pressure to get you to lean closer to me... so the long reach across to you isn't as awkward for me... barely heard over the grumble of the weather outside is a deep breath, one that ends with a low "come here, dear..."
little_english_girl_trinity (8/10/2006 11:31:29 PM): *The pull back from me is obvious, but short-lived... I simply lack the strength and energy to respond more vigorously... part of me couldn't believe i had to endure two episodes on the same night... By now, the tears welling in my eyes are apparent... all the same, I follow your tug... wishing I had the strength and courage to strike out and bite that overly confident thumb... The grip I have on my dress only increases... I can't look down to see them, but I'm almost certain that my knuckles are white from clenching my covering so hard... *
dengar_roleplay (8/10/2006 11:35:07 PM): *closer... feeling you leaning against me... turned just enough where you're slightly facing me... my up and down movement of my rubbing pushes the bunched up blanket downward... and its then that my hand disappears under it. its movement is obvious, as to its back and forth direction.. i pump myself, taking my time, while slowly fingering your mouth... easing my thick digit from it... smearing your saliva against your cheek... the cradling touch on your neck slips behind, and pulls you closer... firm... molding you to lean over me... your hair beginning to fall against my chest...*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/10/2006 11:41:55 PM): *I shake my head almost violently, as though finally waking up... With a sudden shout of 'No,' a short, tersely spoken single word, my discontent finally reveals itself. The word is void of tears and trembling.. just firm.. You couldn't make me do this.. not now... God, please.. not now... I squirm feebly under the pressure you exert, my panic growing as the distance closes by the second... my mind doesn't reel, no... it concentrates on only one word... one thought... one wish... a tear slides quietly down my cheek... a blaring contrast to my firm speech..*
dengar_roleplay (8/10/2006 11:45:48 PM): *the movement of my hand continues through your verbal protest, and i shake my head... i let go of myself, to push the blanket away, to the point where it is only dangling over one of my thighs and covering that leg and both feet... i part them wider, and take a hold of myself again... applying firmer pressure on the back of your slender neck... squeezing, through your hair, as i force you further down over my lap while holding myself up and out... i'm thick, but not at full attention yet... my length bobbing as it extends from my fist... i give it a wave, up and down, until i feel that first brush of my swelling head against your chin...*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/10/2006 11:52:10 PM): *Out of necessity, my hands are forced to drop my covering and support myself..even push back... I begin pleading with you... my pleas starting out as firmly as the first no, then gradually morphing into sobs as hopelessness sets in... If I was not being pushed down, I would have recoiled at that first touch... you had not subjected me to this in so long that I had hoped I would never have the displeasure of enduring it again... I sink lower now under force, my lips just a hair's width away from contact... already, my body feels dirty*
dengar_roleplay (8/10/2006 11:56:03 PM): *i look down, seeing the flash of flesh as your makeshift blanket falls away... smiling at the view of your firm round breasts, smooth and pale in the hazy dimness of the carriage... i snug my grip around the base of my growing excitement... causing it to ache even more... as i begin to pat it against your chin, mimmicing my touch with my thumb from earlier... a side to side swipe, before moving to just smear against your protesting lower lip... soft and inviting... pressing against them - an unwanted invitation... the movement of them as you plea bringing a smile to my face... slowly the hand on your slender neck curls... bunching in your hair, finding my handhold...*

little_english_girl_trinity (8/11/2006 12:04:58 AM): *As I feel your grip tighten on my hair, I already know what I lies in store... especially if I don't comply....it's only out of duress that I open my mouth so willingly... the old feeling suddenly growing familiar once more... the warmth, the solidness of it... your grip, most of all... that unforgiving grip... My body shakes with hate... for myself... for you.. for fate, even... for throwing me into this hell.. Never had I imagined my servitude would go quite this far... even when it began, our little tryst was hardly was it is today... Tears fall from my eyes... wetting my cheeks until they are too heavy... Like lead, they fall indiscriminately on your lap...*
dengar_roleplay (8/11/2006 12:09:08 AM): *my one leg swings wider, stretching, extending, making myself comfortable for the pleasuring... slowly, as i slip into your unwilling mouth deeper, the handhold around the base slips away... held up and out by your mouth alone now... just past my head, i slip in, as you begin to sob on me... feeling the teardrops, mopped by a tangle of hair as i ease you down further onto it... then lift up... never enough so that i leave your lips completely, however. i take a deep, cleansing breath... exhaling with a bit of a moan to it... my grip not lessening, lest the movement and swaying of the carriage were to roll you off of me, something i certainly don't want happening...*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/11/2006 12:15:19 AM): *My tongue recoils almost immeadiately as I feel you slip in.. I'm not surprised that you linger there... just barely in... that was typical... you made sure you enjoyed every moment it seemed... As though on cue, my tongue gradually slides down from its perch at the back of my mouth to 'properly welcome' its 'guest'... slow, light, barely-there touches... and then an absence as you pull up on your grip... the moment absolutely tinged with anxiety as you simply bide your time... my heart beats so fast that I fear it might actually give out...*
dengar_roleplay (8/11/2006 12:19:47 AM): *i hold you around my tip, feeling your reluctant caresses of your warm wet tongue... peering down between us as you wind around me... before pushing you further down onto me... more than i had expected, a gulley in the muddy road causing a rather jarring bump... gasping out in surprise at the sudden feel of the depths of your throat, surrounding my full head... my eyes rolling back for a moment as i let out a throaty groan... then a hiss... as i ease you off of me part of the way... i rock slightly, trying to find the movement, the one that captures the rythym of our movement, to find what brings me the pleasure of using your mouth expressly for my enjoyment...*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/11/2006 12:27:52 AM): *There's more than one gasp in the cabin during that bump, though mine might have gone unheard since my mouth was rather occupied... I don't do anything for a time, still shocked to be in this position... tears still staining my cheeks... the taste, the feeling, the movement... these had all been things that I had repressed from memory... and now those memories came on with great vigor... why did you not listen to my pleas? Did you really not care? The first few moments you use to find your rhythm are rather rough for me... the sway of the carriage did not help either... quite to my forturne... if one may call it that... you find it.... it's slow, agreeable... something I can handle... after a minute's coaxing, my lips start to form ever so gently about your warmth.... varying the....
little_english_girl_trinity (8/11/2006 12:29:38 AM): pressure as you ease in and out... not long after, my tongue starts to accompany my lips, slithering up and down your length... hesitant at first, then gradually more constant... my eyes remain shut the whole while, wishing to spare me the sight... and perhaps lessen the reality of what exactly I was doing...*
dengar_roleplay (8/11/2006 12:33:57 AM): *a repeated deep grumble from my chest... expelling deep breaths, moans growing as i feel the work of your tongue tangling around me... like this... this is what i wanted - what i expected from you... and its then, and only then that i lessen the rough fistful of your hair... resting my hand on the back of your head... giving slight presses of adjustment, but allowing you slight freedom of movement - expecting a better suckjob in exchange for that "freedom"... my other hand, however, now free of holding myself, slips and rests on your back... smoothing over it as you bend over my lap... down low, down to the curve of your bare, uncovered bottom... and back up... petting, swirling.. as i mumble out your name... followed by simple quiet praise... "good girl..."*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/11/2006 12:42:41 AM): *My movements slow almost to a halt as I feel your free hand wandering... My skin tingles with fear as I feel your rough touch explore ever lower... my newfound 'freedom' is an improvement, but nothing to celebrate... I'm still here... the lowest of the low... only a plaything... I never understood why your wife couldn't do this for you... why me? As the carriage travels on, the bumps along the way add little interjections to my movements... a sudden absence in a crescendo... or a sudden jab, staccato-like during a rest... My efforts with my lips grow more earnest... the sooner you came, the better... perhaps then I would sleep... your words only help to spur me on... at least I know I'm achieving something... My tongue recoils after a large bump.. for a time, I find myself a bit stunned*
dengar_roleplay (8/11/2006 12:47:50 AM): *the unevenness of the movements due to the carriage's trek down the muddy road result in a less than satisfactory sensation - but i smile as i watch you moving to make up for it... finally, you seem to be getting this... your role... each time your resistance to my advances is weaker - not quite willing, but accepting of them... accepting of my touch, as it slides back down, to lower yet, over the curve of your ass, before smoothing down the top of your thigh... on its way back up, it slips between, stopping right... there... cradling against your mound as you pleasure me... feeling what i took, what i had lowered on me earlier in the evening...*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/11/2006 12:55:37 AM): *Before long, I establish a rhythm.... learning to anticipate the bumps and tweaks... or at least how to compensate for them... my heart beating with the effort it takes me to please you... my tongue slinking around you... allowing you to feel completely surrounded... My brow knits as my lips wrap around the shaft, working my way up and down, sometimes lingering on the downsweep to allow my tongue to explore a bit (albeit very reluctantly)... As I feel your hand pause on me... I pause after an upsweep... your throbbing head the only part still in my mouth... as if the work I was doing wasn't humiliating enough... my cheeks burn red... *
dengar_roleplay (8/11/2006 1:01:11 AM): *my voice is low... the slightest hint of a warning, as i hiss out... "don't stop, dear..." knowing the reason, knowing my touch bothers and upsets you - and not caring in the least... rocking my hand, rubbing against your soft folds, feeling their warmth... always so inviting. i don't want to ever miss the opportunity to take advantage of it, of you. i curl not one, but two digits, and let their tips just barely slip into you... wriggling... toying with your tight opening as your warm mouth wraps around me... curling up to my first knuckle... then away... repeating again... fingerfucking your used pussy*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/11/2006 1:07:47 AM): *I feel like screaming... like cringing.... but I don't... after you threat, I do resume my work, but only momentarily.. until I feel your fingertips enter in unwanted and uninvited... I pause then as well... I couldn't believe one form of stimulation wasn't enough for you... my sobs start again, as does my work... though, the lips are not as constant, nor the tongue as adventurous... there is a definite hesitation in my movements now... my lips quivering frequently from well-deserved sobs... my arms begin to shake as my body begins to feel too heavy to support... tears fall without pause, without restraint...*
dengar_roleplay (8/11/2006 1:12:48 AM): *your sounds escape from between us... muffled sobs, as your spread lips hold me, suckling, wet movements up and down unevenly on me...the slippery spread of saliva dripping down my length, adding to the soft wet slurps... but no, if i could read your mind, i would agree with you that no - it certainly isn't enough... i do want more - in fact, its more of an expectation than a want... the hand on your head, slips down... to your shoulder, around your arm as you brace yourself over my lap... i pull you upward... my other hand moving between your legs, sliding away, to push you away from me... forward, towards the floor of the carriage, towards the seat that is facing the one we're sitting in... i move with you, as i position you... slipping behind you onto the floor...on my knees in the
dengar_roleplay (8/11/2006 1:13:32 AM): little space between us... urging you with two words "lean over"...*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/11/2006 1:20:25 AM): *Had this been the first encounter of the night... I might have resisted more... I might have protested more if I had not been sobbing... I simply comply... leaning as you've ordered... hardly expecting any enjoyment or pity at this point... Surely.. you must have seen that I was tired... beyond tired really... I simply couldn't understand where you had found this energy that propelled you through this encounter... my body is tense.. the few seconds that exist between positioning and contact seem to last for days.. yet outside, the rain falls rather indifferently... it seemed not to care what went on inside this carriage, no more than the harried, now wet drivers that kept us on our way...*
dengar_roleplay (8/11/2006 1:24:34 AM): *i smile at the compliance... bending you at the waist, over the seat.. your head nearly resting on your satchel... the dress that was your blanket having fallen to the floor, being knelt on by the two of us... i place my large palm on your shoulder, holding you down, your breasts flattened against the cushioned seat... my other hand reaches between us, to guide my arrousal to your opening, smearing your saliva against the inside of your thighs... rubbing my sensitive, swollen tip against your lips... before pushing, penetrating, taking you once again... i gasp out - this isn't like before... this time, i have full freedom of movement behind you, and my sure, easy thrust forward assures you that i will be using that freedom to my advantage, to bring myself off how i want it... i bottom out
dengar_roleplay (8/11/2006 1:25:21 AM): completely within three strokes, each longer than the last... letting go, to put my other hand on your other shoulder... propped up behind, as i begin to buck... long in and outs...*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/11/2006 1:32:22 AM): *The penetration was slightly tolerable now that you had been completely coated with my saliva... It didn't take long for you to find a rhythm taht I could adopt to... my hands simply lie on either side of my head, clenching the seat cushion... tightening their hold with each thrust... Our action making slick sounds as the saliva acts as a most wonderful lubricant for you... My hips riding out your thrusts to help me cope with the pain... After many nights of this, I learned that it was much easier to follow your lead... less painful, and you came more quickly... although, the improvements were only slight... I cry opening.. sniffling ever so often to clear my nose... would this night never end?*
dengar_roleplay (8/11/2006 1:38:38 AM): *fluid movements, in and out... my hands sliding down your back to your bottom, opening wide, as i cradle, kneading, in time with my strokes... my length's gentle curve angling in... repeating, again... hearing the soft claps as the front of my thighs clap against the smoothness of yours... its a steady pat-pat as we crash together... growing louder as you ride out my thrusts, pushing back to ease your discomfort, to meet me half way, as opposed to me stabbing my thickness in at full speed... once again, pinpricks of sweat cover my chest, a sheen forming from the effort, from the closeness of your complacent body in the stuffy, crowded carriage... the scent of our two musky perspirating bodies overwhelming to the senses... i bite my bottom lip... looking down, at the back of your head,
dengar_roleplay (8/11/2006 1:39:12 AM): growling out encouragements that i know you don't need - or want...* "good... good girl... yes... just - like.. that."
little_english_girl_trinity (8/11/2006 1:47:40 AM): *I bury my face in the satchel... with the blanket inside, it acted as a satisfactory pillow... my heart beats vigorously as I force myself to meet you... hating the way those words 'good girl' left your lips... no better than a pet... I hardly have the motivation to rise... to fight back... all I wanted now was rest... but it didn't seem like that would be coming shortly... on a particularly strong thrust, I let out a gasp, breathing hard afterward to make up for the breaths I missed... the smell seems to seep into everything in the carriage... even I feel as though my very heart and blood have been infected by it..as the steady claps of our thighs switch to cut-time, my breathing grows more intense, my efforts to ride out your thrusts, to accomodate your desire become nearly exhaustive*
dengar_roleplay (8/11/2006 1:54:59 AM): *i nod at nothing in particular - leaning forward, into each and every stroke... the hands on your upturned bottom slipping up, to wrap around your waist... they circle...and hold on, to guide you back... making the unwilling push back harder, the strokes jerkier... stabbing against your abused and exhausted body... my fingertips curl, as my raspy breaths become shorter, beginning the struggle for control, reaching the point where concentration would not be enough to hold me back... giving into the need, the growing ache, working it, you, for my pleasure alone... urging you on... "come on... there... like... that... again!" repeating, puncuating each sudden crash with the stacatto broken sentances*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/11/2006 2:02:54 AM): *I cry out as I feel your grip about my waist, forcing me back harder... half-surprised by the pain... half by your eagerness and that I wasn't doing a satisfactory job... Here, I thought i had been exerting myself in earnest... clearly... I could have performed better... you alwys wanted something more.. something that I always thought was beyond my ability to give... you always proved me wrong... much to my chagrin, my breathing almost matches yours... perhaps not as raspy, but just as desperate.... I resignedly pound the seat cushion with my right fist.. completely beyond thought now, just reduced to an animal-like impulse... a sense of failure and hopelessness... I can't resist your pull on me, that's for sure... even if I hadn't been plagued by exhaustion, I would have easily been...
little_english_girl_trinity (8/11/2006 2:03:52 AM): overpowdered... by now my satchel is stained with tears... completely wet... by blanket inside now like lead... as I imagined your wife's before I was forced into this carriage with you...*
dengar_roleplay (8/11/2006 2:09:58 AM): *pleasure... it courses through me completely as my body teeters just a few strokes away from completion - pleasure at your tight grip around me, pleasure at the heat of your smaller body as it envelopes, pleasure at the way you bend easier to my unwanted advances, pleasure at your reaction to the way i use you, to the pushes back, to the pounding of your fist - not caring that its in frustration rather than passion... my grin is wide, almost a snarl... teeth clenched... "almost... there... yes... come..." i feel my thickness swell, feeling the fullness of my heavy balls as their crashing against your inner thighs, meeting your strokes, brings me to the edge, and over... suddenly, climaxing within you once more*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/11/2006 2:17:33 AM): *I swallow hard, my breathing suspended as I feel myself filled.. it's almost as if i can feel it dripping and swirling about inside... As usual, you milk this climax for all its worth.. riding out until you're certain that you've been drained... even this process is lengthy... or at least it seems that way.. your grip still encircling me about the waist... forcing me to come back on your all the way as you reel in your orgasm... enjoying it to the fullest... my sobs grow louder in frustration, anger, and total exhaustion... my chest heaves as I try to master my breath, but it doesn't come easily with all the crying... My throat feels sore from my crying, while the rest of me is frightfully numb... I work with you, not feeling the pain... not feeling much of anything... just empty*
dengar_roleplay (8/11/2006 2:24:14 AM): *my hands slide off of you, and i slump forward, bracing myself, my hands on either side of your sprawled out body, propped against the seat you're laid face first on... my sweaty chest against your back... my hot breath in your ear... fighting to gulp down air... hearing your sounds, your cries and sobs... after a moment, its all i can take... and i push back - my arms shaky from the intensity of my climax... i slump away... finally slipping free from you... i look down between us, smiling at you, bent in front of me, your body flushed, your pink lips glazed as i leak from your folds... i put my hands up on the seat behind me, where i started... lifting, and falling back - exhausted... completely and utterly, tense muscles loosening, feeling their burn and soreness... "whewing" again in
dengar_roleplay (8/11/2006 2:24:20 AM): satisfaction..."
little_english_girl_trinity (8/11/2006 2:30:11 AM): *For a time, I simply don't move... too tired, too weak... after regaining my breath somewhat, I move to seat myself on the seat in front of me.. the seat I've been clenching for the last God knows how long... so long that I have difficulty releasing my grip... I open the satchel, and take out my now damp blanket... sorely wishing it were dry... despite the heat in the cabin, I wrap myself in it, as if it were a shield....even with the blanket, I shiver... I simply stare at the floor, where we just were... replaying the scene over and over in my head... I don't bring my eyes to your gaze... to look you dead on after an encounter like that would be too much...*
dengar_roleplay (8/11/2006 2:34:17 AM): *i watch you lift your smaller body up, and curl up within the blanket... i don't say anything, or respond... i'm exhausted - despite the few hours of sleep i was able to manage between our "encounters"... slowly... as my body cools... the creaky door of the carriage lets in cool drafts from outside... i reach for the discarded blanket, shaking your dress off of its corner... and pull it around me... now with the bench to myself, i'm able to angle, and stretch out a little more... resting my head back... my breathing becomes less and less regular... and my eyes flutter closed... my needs sated for the time being...*

little_english_girl_trinity (8/5/2006 10:10:24 PM): The day had started early, very early. We set off when the sun was only just rising, barely a chink on the horizon. You were in the your usual early morning sulk, while your wife took on a more subdued arrogance than usual, perhaps too tired to complain of the early hours. Abigail, your wife's tag-along, appeared tired, but it hardly soured her mood, but then, she always seemed cheerful. As for myself, I was decidedly pleased to be getting a change of scenery. Tired, certainly, but wide-eyed. Now, it is early evening. Even by this time, the rolling hills and vividly green pastures still manage to inspire awe and a childish sort of wonder. Abigail and I had chatted the whole while. Striking up a conversation with her was hardly difficult. She was personable on every count...
little_english_girl_trinity (8/5/2006 10:14:28 PM): Her very demeanor encouraged you to speak. We had even passed the hours laughing about the absurdity of the goings-on of you and your wife. At several points in conversation, I had been tempted to tell her of you and I... I so longed for a confidant and I couldn't have found a better confessor. Yet, I held my tongue. It's during one of our laughing sprees that the carriages lurch to a halt. Our laughter stops as we wonder what on earth could be wrong. I move to the window of the carriage, watching the other carriage ahead of me ever so intently...*
dengar_roleplay (8/5/2006 10:19:27 PM): *I open the door to the carriage... stretching my long legs... arching my back, while the riders above switch places... the plan was to ride through the night, the number of inns on this path through the country were slim. Hence the extra riders and the second girl to tend to myself and my wife... my wife... i can hear her complaining as she gets up to stretch her legs as well... looking at the sinking sun in the sky... its easily been twelve hours. Twelve long hours... and she hasn't even dozed or napped yet. I had tried, snatching a half hour here, a half hour there, but it was difficult with the movement of the carriage and her constant complaints...
dengar_roleplay (8/5/2006 10:22:19 PM): The longer she's awake, the more irritable she's going to be, i think to myself... and offer her a suggestion... take my flask, and have one of the girls make up the closest to a "bed" in one of the carriages for her... which gets a positive response... she waves a haughty hand at the two of you as you peek out the carriage windows... then turns to peck my cheek before scuffling off towards the two of you*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/5/2006 10:29:51 PM): *My manners tell me better than to sit in the carriage and wait for your wife; I open the door and step out of the carriage, my new-found friend in tow. We both give a bit of a nod to your wife, but not before exchanging glances... we look to her inquistively. Upon hearing the plan, we get straight to work. Abigail mimics your wife's haughty wave in a bit of sport, which elicits a chuckle from both of us ... Your wife clears her throat in response... Our work is quick... I'm just about to shuffle back into the carriage when I hear my name called...*
dengar_roleplay (8/5/2006 10:33:27 PM): *my hands are on my hips as i watch the exchange... my wife is barely inside the carriage, helped by the two of you, before she is unscrewing the top off of the flask... i watch the two of you shuffling back in, to make room for the three of you in there, when i call out your name... doing it a second time when i feel that you don't respond in a manner that's quick enough... giving a wave towards you to come towards me.*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/5/2006 10:39:34 PM): *I give a weary glance back at Abigail... her eyes lock with mine, as if saying that I had best see what you wanted... I walk rather slowly towards you, tucking a stubborn hair back behind my ear... Already, there was a chill in the air... I rub my arms a bit to create a bit of warmth, eventually crossing my arms. I stop just short of you, eyes on yours, expectant of some order... when it doesn't come right away, I squeak out a small, 'Yes?' while slowly digging a hole in the dirt with my heel... I was impatient to return to my carriage even if your wife would be accompanying us...*
dengar_roleplay (8/5/2006 10:43:20 PM): *the thought didn't occur to me, it hadn't even crossed my mind until i heard the timid squeal of your reply to me... the girlish "Yes?" as you stood in front of me rather nervously... it was then, while looking at you for that moment when i decided that this trip didn't need to be uncomfortable and tiresome... with the slightest lopsided grin... i turn my back to you, leaning into my open carriage, pulling out a plush blanket - my wifes...* Run this to Elizabeth, dear... and then get whatever you need for the night. My wife doesn't need to be crowded between the pair of you.
little_english_girl_trinity (8/5/2006 10:50:14 PM): *I pause before taking the blanket from you, not quite sure that I had just heard what I thought I did... I shake my head, face becoming slightly flushed... As you hold out the blanket for me to take, I look at you almost quizzically... 'I.. I'm sorry... What?' tumbles out of my mouth... surely... I had misheard or misunderstood your tone... I can see that you grow rather impatient with my dumbfoundedness... my heart sinking at the thought of spending the night alone with you.. I've already begun reciting a prayer in my head... hoping against hope that I've misheard you...*
dengar_roleplay (8/5/2006 10:54:58 PM): *as you blush, your face becomes ruddier, with the help of the sinking sun... the hint of my crooked grin heightens - as its obvious that what i've suggested has gotten to you* The blanket - Elizabeth is waiting... and so am I... *And as simply as that, I turn, dragging my half-buckled boots back towards the carriage, resting one on the wheel as i talk to the driver behind the reins, as his partner tends to the horses, checking their fittings... i glance back over my shoulder, after telling the driver the path and plans for the night's ride, half expecting you to be standing there still - dumbfounded... i turn back to him, to hear him say "We're making great time, sir, weather permitting." The last thing I tell him is that neither myself or my wife are to be disturbed*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/5/2006 11:04:04 PM): *Fortunately for me, I had already retreated back to the other carriage by the time you glanced back... The blanket felt exceedingly heavy in my hands, as though it had been soaked by water... By the time I return and relieve myself of my burden, your wife has passed out, from fatigue of travel or from draught, I cannot tell. I whisper to my orders to Abigail. She raises her eyebrow, gives me a pitiful glance for but a moment. She seems to shake off her suspicion and hands me my small satchel. To be honest, I hardly knew what was in it anymore... I hardly cared.. I doubt I will need it tonight anyway... My stride back to the front carriage is slow and measured... my eyes focused on the rocks and blades of grass on the trail. Already, that burning lump has lodged itself in my throat.*
dengar_roleplay (8/5/2006 11:08:33 PM): *i turn to see you at the other carriage, noticing Abigail tucking my wife in with the blanket you returned... i stand holding the railing near the door, one foot on the step... giving a wave... then enter, not waiting for you. from above i hear the driver's rough voice call down "we're waiting for you..." as if that wasn't painfully obvious to you or anyone else.*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/5/2006 11:15:18 PM): *The driver's harsh tone encourages me to increase my pace... Even upon climbing the stair, I hesitate, to which the driver responds with a rather obnxious cough. I shake my head, entering the carriage, choosing a spot closest to the door. Little good such positioning would do me, really - jumping out of a moving carriage would be foolish. Even if i managed not to break something, to where would I run? I lay my satchel right next to me, as though it would serve as a barrier between you and I. After closing the door, I look only at my feet, biting at the fingernail of my smallest finger...*
dengar_roleplay (8/5/2006 11:19:47 PM): *the door is barely closed, before a muffled "heiiighyah" and a crack of a crop starts it moving with a lurch... i roll in my seat... watching you settle in and fret nervously... i'm silent, arching my eyebrow for a moment, my gaze moving down and over you, and back up... the carriage gains speed. i glance out the curtained windows to see the hint of a nearly full moon rising over the trees - which will help light the dark path into the valley as the night progresses... i reach and tug the curtain closed... stretching my legs out, and kicking off my loosely buckled boots... reclining back, and bringing my gaze back to you... looking at your fair feature, your smaller frame so obviously tense.*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/5/2006 11:25:29 PM): *Without making any real progress on my nail, I stop as I feel the carriage move once more. I close my eyes before fixing them on the door handle. I practically have to remind myself to breathe in my nervous state. Your apparent nonchalance only heightens my anxiousness. My eyes flicker to your boots as you kick them off, then back to the handle... the silence between us is positively deafening... I can't even imagine what you might say to disrupt the quiet... *
dengar_roleplay (8/5/2006 11:30:54 PM): *i can feel your tension... in the confines of the carriage i can nearly taste it... grinning... letting it build even more. even with the clip-clop of the horse's hooves, the creaking of the carriage, and the rustle of the breeze through the trees that line our path, i can hear your shallow nervous breaths... and then, i turn, to look out the carriage's rear window, holding the curtain aside to see the other carriage behind us, a good 50 yards away... without turning to acknowledge you, i speak...* It's interesting, how things have a way of turning out, no?
little_english_girl_trinity (8/5/2006 11:36:38 PM): *I exhale rather loudly, as though I had been holding my breath until you spoke... I look to you as you peer out the rear window... My voice quiet, but clear..*Interesting... wasn't quite the word I had in mind... * I bite my lip to prevent any further discontent from spewing forth... I smooth my dress to occupy my hands, my lips forming a tight line as I swallow... struggling to push the burning lump from my throat...*
dengar_roleplay (8/5/2006 11:40:13 PM): *the finger holding the red drape from the narrow rear window lets go, and it swings closed... as i turn to face you, seeing the nervous fashion in which you occupy your hands. i make a slightly bemused sound to your statement... then explain myself...* Oh, but I disagree... i find it fascinating that my wife's horrid mood and the way she abhors traveling has caused this little 'arrangement' to happen. *i smile broadly as i explain, then give a wave, a beckon - i want you closer.*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/5/2006 11:46:55 PM): *I give a slight shake of my head, refusing to budge... I sit up a bit straighter as though trying to regain a bit of courage.. I give a smart sort of smile at the word 'fascinating'... a polite smile that never really formed properly... *We.. each have our own opinions, then...* I look to the back of my hand, eyeing it with the greatest scrutiny... praying that I might hold off any advances...*
dengar_roleplay (8/5/2006 11:51:31 PM): *i arch my eyebrow, cocking my head - not at all entirely surprised by your reply or response - in the past, circumstances permitting, you've been firmly, yet quietly defiant... and it appears as though this time, even with our close quarters, you intend to be this way once again.* True, we do. Although, I don't quite see how you fail to think that these... circumstances are anything but. Now... please... I insist. *With that, I lean forward, and reach, and put a rather firm hand on your arm... just below your elbow... as I sink back to where I was reclining, I pull, rather intently.*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/5/2006 11:58:42 PM): *There is a small pull back, but after feeling your grip tighten rather painfully, I ultimately follow your lead... shaking my head the whole while until I eventually sit in your lap... I whisper rather urgently.. *The drivers will certainly hear... * I place a hand just below your collarbone, pushing to create a bit of a distance between us... my face growing pale as I contemplate the evening...*

dengar_roleplay (8/6/2006 12:03:31 AM): *the pull is enough to shake the carriage as your slight weight shifts... the driver obviously feels and cracks one of the horses to pick up the pace, mistakenly thinking that its lagging behind a step or so, causing the unbalance.* you really think so? *i feel the pressure as you push, the slight squirm as i lace my other hand around your midsection, to try to pull you firmer against my lap, your bottom resting on me, as you twist and arch...* Even if they could - which they cannot - do you believe that they will stop?
little_english_girl_trinity (8/6/2006 12:10:26 AM): *My push stops as you finish speaking... to be honest, the thought had never occured to me.. You made a very vaild point... what did the drivers care? It really was no reason to stop the coach, and they would most certainly be stepping out of place to meddle with your private affairs... I inhale sharply as I realise the truth behind your words... my lungs now clamoring for air as I the severity of my situation hits me squarely... I look to you, my eyes meeting yours, silently begging you to reconsider...*
dengar_roleplay (8/6/2006 12:13:34 AM): *there's something about the look... slowly biting my bottom lip as i stare back at you, the hand winding around your waist slides up, to paw at you through the shape of the simple dress you're wearing... excitement coursing through me, when i realize that you're aware of the situation, and your only course of action is a silent plea - its the excitement of control, an excitement which causes me to throb beneath you*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/6/2006 12:18:24 AM): *There is hardly any point, short of delaying the inevitable, in blocking your movements... in the end, I'll be the more exhausted... Instead, I elect to conserve my energy, denying myself the impulse to knock away your hands, to rid myself of your rather crude, coarse touch... the warmth beneath me reminding me that you hardly wasted time... *
dengar_roleplay (8/6/2006 12:21:24 AM): *the hand snaking its way up your side opens, my large palm shaping itself to your gentle curves... kneading, curling my fingertips against your soft body... i let out a sound... a breath against your neck... as the hand that initaially yanked you against me slides the other direction... downward, until it rests on your thigh... it doesn't still there, rather it slips back up, pushing the skirt of your dress aside rather carelessly*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/6/2006 12:26:38 AM): *I let out a bit of a gasp as I feel your hand travel past the hem of my dress...It's then that my hand darts to find yours, my body slowly rising away from yours... to where.. I wasn't sure... there were very limited options in such crowded quarters... My hands find their leverage on your chest as I feel your excitement grow and throb... *
dengar_roleplay (8/6/2006 12:30:59 AM): *i lean in close... feeling the movement of your chest, as i knead your breast, feeling your gasp... the suddeness of your push away from me, to where my hand slides up the back of your thigh, under your dress... i let out a sound, a low moan - i'm enjoying the discomforting way i'm causing you to squirm and protest my advances. my voice lowers, and rasps to you...* come here, girl... you've got nowhere to go... *hooking my hand around the inner part of your thigh... to pull - to shape and spin you into a position where you're half straddling one of my thighs*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/6/2006 12:37:11 AM): *If anything, my protests increase... to be told that you've no other options is unnerving in itself... to be forced into a rather compromising position just downright kills any sense of compliance in your head... I can feel the tears gathering... God, how I despise those tears... I promised myself long ago that you would never see me cry.. but you had.. countless times already... Each time, I would tell myself that I was strong enough... but each time, my eyes would invariably flood... *
dengar_roleplay (8/6/2006 12:40:51 AM): *you stiffen even more as you balance over me in the rear of the carriage... nearly chest to chest... perched over the heat of my bulge... your body tense as i grope... the hand on your inner thigh brushing upward, higher between your thighs... on its way to hike the dress... my other hand coming down to grab a fistful of it... yanking upward... adjusting to pull at a strap... loosening it from your body*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/6/2006 12:47:01 AM): *My struggles cease, as if I were already tired... I rest with my hands upon the seat behind us... My eyes glistening with tears as I whisper in your ear repeated pleas, entreating you to stop... The heat... my breaths come quickly, in a panic... I let out a few dry sobs... my heart pounding like some savage drum before sacrifice... *
dengar_roleplay (8/6/2006 12:50:11 AM): *i pull the dress up your curves, as you teeter over me, arms on either side of me... my voice lowering, as i ignore your pleas and bark a simple "up" at you... making clear my intentions of stripping you to nothing... i breath heavy against your slender neck, as you panic and sob in front of me. i give you half a second before i repeat my demand...* arms up, girl.
little_english_girl_trinity (8/6/2006 12:56:10 AM): *With much heaving of shoulders, my arms go up... My eyes shut tightly... It's not long before I'm aware of my nakedness... the dress lies discarded on the floor as though a rag, my hands immeadiately flying to cover myself... my whole body shaking from my distress... the heat of our bodies is undeniable, as is your excitement by this time... I do my utmost to avoid contact with the bulge, but such close proximity prevents me from doing so... I swallow to restrain my tears, my eyes burning*
dengar_roleplay (8/6/2006 12:59:55 AM): *as you cradle your arms to your chest, my eyes slip down your form... pale as dusk settles in outside... its not often i've had the liberty to enjoy you in such privacy - as most of our "encounters" have been sudden, and hushed, while my wife or others were close by... i slide my hands down... one slipping to rub between your thighs, nudging you, wanting you to lift your one leg up and over to straddle me completely... the other hand reaching down to my lap, to loosen the belt of my pants...enough to slip inside, and move, stroking myself once... twice... before working my length free*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/6/2006 1:06:16 AM): *My leg follows the insistent nudge, bringing my body ever closer to yours... my chest heaving as I struggle for my breath... such small quarters become so easily heated...I can't stop myself from looking down at you... I had seen it so many times before, but each time I was always surprised by how solid it looked... I manage to restrain my tears as I sniffle a bit, blinking back the burning brine... my sense of human diginity melting away with the heat of the coach*
dengar_roleplay (8/6/2006 1:10:30 AM): *i feel the inside of your thighs against my legs... as i hold myself up and out... swollen and stiff, the head a deep shade... i glance up, seeing your wet eyes fixed on it... my fist around its base, guiding it out of sight, between your thighs, touching, and gliding up... nestling against your folds... i don't ask, no permission, i don't proclaim my intentions - i just guide myself against them... applying pressure, rolling my hips forward - a slight arch beneath you to work my head between your lips*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/6/2006 1:19:15 AM): *At that moment, the carriage abruptly pitches ever so slightly... even if I had tried to remove myself, I could not have avoided the sudden jerk... the trail you had made up to my entrance had been horrifying enough... and then to feel your warmth ever so quickly beginning its work with a jolt causes me to clench the cushion of the seat behind us... I cry out, though subdued, at the sudden intrusion... laying my chest against yours to compose myself for the time... a single tear slides from the inner corner of my eye and down my blanched cheek... eventually falling from my chin and onto the top of your shoulder where it immeadiately wets your shirt*
dengar_roleplay (8/6/2006 1:24:38 AM): *i turn into you, cheek to cheek, my breath near ear, as i moan out... my hands wrapping around, one on your bottom, the other smoothing up your back, under your hair to cradle the nape of your neck.... as i roll my hips in a circular motion -taking you, deeper yet, trying to work with the erratic movements of the carriage, unable to anticipate the shift or shake as it traverses down the worn ruts in the dirt road... however, despite my inability to predict your irregular movement on top of me, i grind myself within you deeper... rolling my hips, again and again, as you brace and sob agianst my broad body*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/6/2006 1:33:18 AM): *I bite my lip to stop myself from screaming... the pain is more than enough to encourage me to try to match your movements...besides, you hand was guiding me rather well... my breath coming loudly and hurriedly... occasionally stopping to regain myself after a particularly unexpected pitch...Your breathing coming raggedly into my ear... practically mocking me, repeating my defeat, my loss of strength and self... the slight stubble on your cheek feeling like knives piercing the skin, mercilessly shredding the sensitive skin of my cheek with your every movement... my hands rest on your shoulders, almost too tired to try to push back... *
dengar_roleplay (8/6/2006 1:38:54 AM): *my eyes close as i feel the beginning of your matching movement... helping to guide, to shape your movements into what i want... giving a squeeze on your slender neck when its not enough... and curling my fingertips into your upturned bottom, to help guide you up - nearly off - for the next deep thrust... i hiss, a sharp "yes" into your ear, as you pant back, feeling the rise and fall of your breasts through the thin weave of my shirt... feeling the way your tiny hands cling to my shoulders. i repeat my cry with each thrust, feeling you around me, enveloping my intruding thickness so snugly, the heat radiating around my length*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/6/2006 1:46:26 AM): *A well-deserved cry escapes my lips after the first of these particular thrusts... I eventually grow accustomed to them, but not to the hiss in my ear that accompanied every one.. your voice is cold, unfeeling... A few more tears slink down my cheeks... not coming in torrents, but a steady pour... my face contorting with anguish as I feel intermittant squeezes upon my neck, urging to tackle my pain to placate your desires and whims... the heat inside and outside is nearly unbearable for me... I can feel an algid sweat building upon my brow.... the heat inside, too, feels just as awful, like some great conflagration... and I am utterly powerless to stop it...*
dengar_roleplay (8/6/2006 1:51:32 AM): *my legs push, shuffling, to kick my half-undone pants further down... and off... once they are, i'm able to part my legs wider agape... the hand on your neck sliding down... the one on your ass sliding up, the two meeting around your midsection... on a deep upstroke, they encircle your waist... and continue to lift you, completely off... shaping you, to spin you around on me, legs dangling over mine... your back against my chest... from behind my low voice rasps behind your ear... "guide me in, girl... all the way*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/6/2006 1:57:09 AM): *Sobbing, still half-amazed at your stamina, I guide you ever so gently, touching as little as i can, slowly lifting myself to guide you to my lips and sinking myself back down... panting in the effort it take to overcome the pain this causes me... i barely had time to readjust to the absence of the heat... and now it was re-introduced almost immeadiately... your chest feeling solid and warm upon my back... your breathing reminding me exactly what i'm here for...*
dengar_roleplay (8/6/2006 2:01:54 AM): *i moan, arching, as i feel the light touch of your fingertips on my sensitive length, the slight movement as you willingly - albeit very relucantly - lower yourself back on me...biting my lip for a muffled cry, and smoothing my hands up your sides, and over your breasts, molding and shaping them together in my hands, kneading, pushing the soft flesh together, feeling the heat, slippery as our close bodies perspirate together, a sheen to our skin... the cramped and close quarters becoming stuffier, overwhelmed with the scent of the forced desire*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/6/2006 2:08:03 AM): *The moan... it comes like a jeer... here I am pleasing you despite my every wish... as your hips buck, mine follow... the sway of the coach adding to the rolling sensation we're creating... your skin feeling hot to the touch... I sob openly as my breasts are pawed rather roughly, apparently without concern as to just how much pressure was too much... My shoulder slump forward slightly as I try to master the pain of each thrust.. my lungs crying for a breath of fresh air... one that smelled of country morning dew, instead of the lust that filled the space cabin... *
dengar_roleplay (8/6/2006 2:14:10 AM): *my hands slip under, lifting your breasts, rolling them in my hands, feeling your nipples, the way they've reluctantly given in to my bold forward touches, fingretips brushing against them, before letting go, sliding down to envelope your waist... to help guide you on me, to lengthen the strokes. my breathing is becoming more and more ragged, the occasional grunts or sounds of encouragement stifled - as it is clearly becoming harder and harder to hold back... i pull you down, stuffing you onto me... your free breasts bouncing as you teeter on me... my goal is readily apparent... and i work towards it faster - harder*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/6/2006 2:19:19 AM): *Even without seeing the gleam in your eyes, I know your intentions... your movements make that blatantly obvious... I bite my lip as I scream... which is muffled quite easily by the bite as well as the walls of the cabin... my breathing intensifies to match yours... my body willingly following your guide... thinking the end will be nearer if I comply readily... my crimson cheeks are now a great contrast to my otherwise white face... my heart beats loudly within my chest as your hands urge me on... relentless in meeting their aim... *
dengar_roleplay (8/6/2006 2:23:37 AM): *i nod... as if urging you to go over the edge with me - habit really - the way i treat you, use you, makes it clear that i'm only interested in my own pleasure... i dig my heels into the floor of the coach... bracing myself, muscles in my long legs taut... rolling my hips, stabbing my entire swollen length into you again and again...fingertips curling, pulling you down, burying myself within as i let go, spilling my seed inside of you... calling out with a gasp as i begin to unload*
little_english_girl_trinity (8/6/2006 2:28:18 AM): *Now the tears come in torrents... my whole body shudders as I feel myself filled.. utterly, totally violated... cast among the litter of God's forsaken, surely... still, I follow the strokes... allowing every single drop to enter, letting you finish properly... I sob without much restraint... if one of the drivers listened hard enough, they might have heard... my breath slowly returning to a semi-normal state... my heart following a similar pattern..*
dengar_roleplay (8/6/2006 2:34:06 AM): *even as my orgasm subsides, finishing, i continue to move... slower... the guiding hands lowering you onto me...settling your fiery body against me... as i gasp out - sweaty, exhausted... i slump back, my taut muscles going limp, feeling the last of your movements, as you tend to me, against your will... after a few moments of heavy breathing, with the rocking of the carriage, my spent member slips free from your used folds, smearing the insides of your thighs with a streak of my come... my eyes close, in that semi-lucid state, for what are actually just a few moments, but what seem much much longer... brought back by your sobbing breaths... my response is to run my hands up and down your side a few times... mumbling out between my lips, low...* easy, my dear... good girl.
little_english_girl_trinity (8/6/2006 2:39:44 AM): *Still seated on you, I wipe my tears with the back of my hand.. sniffling every now and then... your hands just as intrusive this time as they were only moments ago... yet, i'm too exhausted to protest... I hang my head, too afraid to move, too awake to slump back and rest... I look to where my dress lies on the floor... I lack the strength and courage to even reach to pick it up and dress myself... Tears no longer fall, but the pain still resides... the warmth still seeps about in my body... i shudder occasionally...*
dengar_roleplay (8/6/2006 2:46:24 AM): *my breathing becomes more and more regular, as i take your response to be acceptance... an unseen smile creeping onto my lips as i breathe regularly against your ear... resting... my mind drifting for a moment further down the road, to the end of the long journey tomorrow afternoon... and even beyond... i certainly intend to enjoy this - you - however and whenever i can, so long as Elizabeth is not around...*